Smile and laugh
From your heart
From your head, from your eyes
From your liver and your brain
They won't know
They won't see
The monster hiding inside of me
Something's wrong
I don't know
Another pill
Will keep me still
Another day
Another breath
Another fright
Another life
Why am I fighting?
I should just stop.
Why am I living?
I should give up.
If I was stronger
I'd dare to regret
If I was smarter
I would just forget
About you
About you
Wishing that I'd never
Let you close
Wishing that I hadn't ever
Let you go away
Looking for way to tell you this
Looking for a way
Oh, I'm looking for a way, yeah!
To tell you
What I feel
To make you
Come back to me
To get you to
Love me
To find a way to
Make the words sound right
The words sound right (sound right, sound right)
Sometimes I think it isn't worth it
Sometimes I think that I should die
Sometimes I think, sometimes I drink it away
I hear you whisper in my ear
I hear your voice so crystal clear
I see you standing close to me
I see you're there for me to see
But when I try to hug you and
My arms just hit the air
That is when I understand
That you're not really there
Dear ex-friend
I just received the message you sent. Youll help me if I need you? Thats so sweet! And are you really willing to forget that I hurt you, even though I made you cry? Oh my, how kind! Youre really doing all this only to avoid me feeling like you did?
Well then, let me tell you. I need you. I need you right here, right now. My heart is broken into a thousand pieces. You see, someone hurt me so bad. I couldnt breathe, I couldnt see, I couldnt think. So I broke it. I collected all the pieces. I keep them in a jar on the top shelf in my room.
Come to think about it, I dont need you. Not no
I am the luckiest person on earth
I know
Banging my head against my knees
Pulling my hair
Biting my lip
Screaming
With no sound
Everything will turn out wonderful now
I say
Showing my fake happiness
Wish I could feel
What I can not see
Blinded
By my tears
I do not like you
I do not wish to see you again
I do not wish ever to hear your voice again
Please do not call me
Please dont make me think of you
Please dont remind me of the pain youve caused me have
I do not wish to remember you
I do not wish to have any part of you in my life again
I do not wish to curl up on the floor, shaking with agony and sadness
Because of you
If you call me
If you make me think of you
If you remind me of your name
Then
That will remind me
That I love you.
How do you tell your best friend
That you dont wanna be her best friend
Any more?
Do you send her a letter
Long and thick?
Do you give her a call
And just say good bye?
Do you do anything
At all?
Or do you wait
And hope
That you both will
Care for each other
Again...
Smile and laugh
From your heart
From your head, from your eyes
From your liver and your brain
They won't know
They won't see
The monster hiding inside of me
Something's wrong
I don't know
Another pill
Will keep me still
Another day
Another breath
Another fright
Another life
Why am I fighting?
I should just stop.
Why am I living?
I should give up.
If I was stronger
I'd dare to regret
If I was smarter
I would just forget
About you
About you
Wishing that I'd never
Let you close
Wishing that I hadn't ever
Let you go away
Looking for way to tell you this
Looking for a way
Oh, I'm looking for a way, yeah!
To tell you
What I feel
To make you
Come back to me
To get you to
Love me
To find a way to
Make the words sound right
The words sound right (sound right, sound right)
Sometimes I think it isn't worth it
Sometimes I think that I should die
Sometimes I think, sometimes I drink it away
I hear you whisper in my ear
I hear your voice so crystal clear
I see you standing close to me
I see you're there for me to see
But when I try to hug you and
My arms just hit the air
That is when I understand
That you're not really there
Dear ex-friend
I just received the message you sent. Youll help me if I need you? Thats so sweet! And are you really willing to forget that I hurt you, even though I made you cry? Oh my, how kind! Youre really doing all this only to avoid me feeling like you did?
Well then, let me tell you. I need you. I need you right here, right now. My heart is broken into a thousand pieces. You see, someone hurt me so bad. I couldnt breathe, I couldnt see, I couldnt think. So I broke it. I collected all the pieces. I keep them in a jar on the top shelf in my room.
Come to think about it, I dont need you. Not no
I do not like you
I do not wish to see you again
I do not wish ever to hear your voice again
Please do not call me
Please dont make me think of you
Please dont remind me of the pain youve caused me have
I do not wish to remember you
I do not wish to have any part of you in my life again
I do not wish to curl up on the floor, shaking with agony and sadness
Because of you
If you call me
If you make me think of you
If you remind me of your name
Then
That will remind me
That I love you.
How do you tell your best friend
That you dont wanna be her best friend
Any more?
Do you send her a letter
Long and thick?
Do you give her a call
And just say good bye?
Do you do anything
At all?
Or do you wait
And hope
That you both will
Care for each other
Again...
I'm, I'm almost free
LIke a caged bird, let go
I can't wait until I'm free
Then I can
Spread my wings and fly
Fly so far away
I might just touch
The sky
And I've gone though hell
to long to thank you for anything
TO long to feel anymore pain
My mind is dull
I have no more love
I spent it on you
When I shouldn't have
So now I' m Free!
Free as the wind!
Spreading my wings
and I'm gonna fly away
FREE! free as the sky!
I'll stretch so far,
and you'll never touch me
Even though you can see me
I'm outa your reach
OUtta range, outta striking distance
YOU CAN'T TOUCH ME!
YOU CAN't YELL AT ME!
FREE!
So i'm free!
Free as a
Why am I silent?
I have nothing to say,
It's all so complicated,
And I won't live a lie today.
Why am I hiding?
There is too much noise,
There are too many people,
Masquerade is not a joy.
Why am I crying?
Have you not seen the pain?
Betrayal, backstabbing, bitterness--
Compassion is starting to wane.
What has the world turned to?
Why do we fight, to bleed?
I'm sorry, I just don't understand
Why we are so blinded by greed.
Where has innocence gone?
Families suffering and breaking,
I'm sorry, I just don't understand
Why our lives are trembling and shaking.
We've lost sight of what's important,
We're stumbling into danger b
Current Residence: Somewhere Over the Rainbow... deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium Favourite genre of music: Musicals Favourite cartoon character: Lia, Clandy, Hannelore...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Kristin Chenoweth and Neil Patrick Harris
Other Interests
Musicals, preforming of any kind, circus/acrobatics
Hey! Long time no see, eh? Well, here's the thing: To prove how wonderful the internet is, Ola has decided to collect one million giraffes by 2011. The giraffes must be drawn by hand. At the moment, he's got 506 giraffes. Spread the word, and make the number higher yourself too!
http://www.olahelland.net/giraffes
Who will take the challenge?
*dropdead*
Kill me please.
Right
now.
I'm so tired and wanna give up and I'm nervous for no reason at all... I just wanna lie down and die, or fight with someone, but I'm to tired.
Still, I somehow don't want to get better, but worse. At least, it's an emotion, and it lasts. I don't like the ones that disapear after x seconds.
Does that make sense at all?
It's June 27th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!
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